Archive for March 21st, 2019

Mourning

Thursday, March 21st, 2019

Should I go? or not?

Conflicting emotions!

The memories of a bitter childhood

Emerged from the bottom.

Fears, Bitterness, depression!

Everything I tried hard to push in a corner.

Still they seeped from the dark corner.

We lost a lot.

A peaceful home.

A healthy childhood.

Healthy minds.

A father!

And in the fight for survival our mother too!

Still we went.

People said it is our generosity.

But we knew, we needed to ask all those questions

Haunting us for years.

Why did you do this?

To die alone in a corner of the world?

Stood at the lifeless body.

And I mourned with conflicting emotions.

For everything I lost for 38 years.